Before
I was initiated, I sent my children to a Roman Catholic church. By doing
that I hoped that sincerity would take root in their hearts, helped
by frequently hearing stories about the saints.
When
I met my true Master and decided to get initiated, my kids asked me
why I was not eating meat anymore. I said to them: "You see, dead bodies
are in graves. I feel so terrible when I think of the dead bodies of
animals in our stomachs." Afterwards, they had an opportunity to see
the whole process of a living chicken being killed in a second, then
baked, and sent to the dinner table. It scared them to see the killing
and the spilling of blood. Soon afterwards, my two daughters came to
hate the smell of meat and stopped eating it.
My
younger child shed tears just from looking at the cover of the magazine
with Master praying in front of the Au Lacese refugee camp. Her young
soul seemed to understand the love and suffering of a True Master.
Since
most of my family members were on a vegetarian diet, I thought I should
satisfy their palates by supplying a bigger variety of foods. So I had
to invent different dishes. I became very serious about inventing a
new menu for each day. My elder daughter received initiation last year,
with the approval of her father. My twelve-year-old younger daughter
is waiting for initiation. There is a lunch program in her school, but
with her teacher's approval, she comes home, which is nearby, for lunch.
She feels very happy to have lunch with me and I do my best to wait
and eat with her.
I
find so much happiness in our family now. How can I ever express my
gratitude to Master, who taught me to practice spirituality while fulfilling
the responsibilities of family life? I always guide my children to appreciate
their initiations, to love their true Mother, and to trust and follow
Her to the end. And I always ask them to give meditation higher priority
than homework.
 I
hope endless blessings from God will accompany the young initiates who
have to bear a lot while practicing. I also hope that their souls will
grow up to enter the Kingdom of God together.
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