Dear Ray
and Julie,
Well,
we're all connected now and ready to communicate. How are you guys doing?
It sounds like things are really good. This meditation is just amazing;
things just happen, and I can feel Master's blessing. I try to keep
up with three hours of practice every day, but sometimes I flake and
then sometimes I just do double to catch up.
School
over here keeps me busy. I made a documentary film the other week. I
went to Washington, D. C. and filmed a huge protest; this was for film
class. I spent the whole day editing it and finally finished it. They
then showed some of the films in class, and when they showed mine the
people loved it; they clapped so loud and carried on clapping, that
I started getting embarrassed. Wow! I was so surprised and thrilled
and I really started to realize that I did an awesome job and was congratulated
by many students. I was thrilled and was worried about my ego and then
remembered that it's the work of Master.
Master
gives so much; even if I have trouble keeping up with meditation She
is still there to help. Sometimes I see people and just want to hug
them, but have to hold back. Sometimes I'll almost do it, but it's seen
as a little bit strange, just all of a sudden, to hug someone you have
just met.
In
the amount of meditation that I do I feel the benefit. There is going
to be a time in this life when I just want to practice full on; I feel
this urge a lot. But there's also something holding me to technology.
I think it's got something to do with helping others or showing others
by means of communication through it.
Through
the years of growing up the way I did, I feel that my ego is the size
of a mountain in comparison to an ant; it couldn't get bigger. I fight
it every day, because it gets in the way of everything. I am super lucky
to know and believe what I do today, that there is nothing in life that
can upset me, that everything happens for a reason, and when it does
I thank Master.
I
must go now.