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By
sister initiate Bach, Manila, the Philippines
(Originally in Aulacese)
While
following Master for many years, my life has changed dramatically,
as each day I have gone from sorrow and worry to greater joy and
happiness. In my daily affairs, spirituality is the only thing that
matters, and everything always falls into place in the end.
For
example, I once went through a severe illness, in which my right
arm became numb and felt very painful so that I often had to see
doctors and used many types of medication. But despite these treatments,
my condition not only failed to improve, but became even more uncomfortable.
So I decided not to go to physicians any more but prayed to Master
twenty-four hours a day instead. I could not meditate on the Sound
during this time, but continually prayed to Master for help.
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Then
one day I had a horrible dream in which my left arm not only ached
like my right arm, but even more disgustingly, my arms were covered
with many abscesses and scabs. I had to peel them off , and as each
scab came off, I did not see pus but instead an animal head, such
as a chickens head, a ducks head, a pigs head,
a frogs head or a crabs head. At first I was afraid
to look at them, but soon felt differently when I looked at them
again, as they appeared to be cute little animals.
I
awoke afterwards, looked at my arms, and everything was normal -
I no longer felt pain in my arm and it seemed that my sickness was
over. I later recalled that before becoming a vegetarian and beginning
to practice spiritually, I used to eat the flesh of these animals
in my meals so they had come to exact their karmic debts from me.
Fortunately,
I had Masters protection and She dissolved this karma in my
dream. Otherwise, I may have died. I had acted this way earlier
because I did not know the laws of the universe and that all sentient
beings have souls and feelings.
Thank
you, Master, for giving me the ultimate way of finding the Truth,
and for teaching me to love all sentient beings. Even if it is the
smallest of creatures, I will still try my best to protect it.
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