My children and I love pets and have always
wished to raise a dog, but my husband thought differently, even more
so after our initiation. The idea simply annoyed him, but we understood
why and accepted his viewpoint. However all this changed recently through
an amazing series of events.
Over the
past few years, I have experienced depression and emotional stress caused
by my work and personal life, and several years ago began developing
stress-related illnesses such as high blood pressure and stomach ulcers.
My marriage has gone through much turbulence during this time and I
have been on the verge of breaking down emotionally. I have even felt
the urge to leave my husband and the local center, quit my current responsibilities,
go into seclusion somewhere far away and just practice meditation while
working silently for Master. Things came to a head last summer, when
I felt as if I had lost my mental equilibrium, and underwent sporadic
episodes of mental disturbance.
Then in September
2002, during Her live Internet conference with Midwestern initiates
at my family's home, which serves as the Indiana Center, Master began
with a pleasant discourse about pets, a topic She never mentioned at
other conferences. At the time, no one knew why Master had done this,
but later we came to realize that Her words gave tremendous blessing
to our family. The following month, my husband happened to see a white
dog at a colleague's home. It was of a breed known as Maltese, and was
so adorable and beautiful that it touched his heart, and in doing so
gave him the idea to find such a puppy for me. Thus, through Master's
love and blessing power, my husband's thinking was transformed.
Then on December
2, 2002, my family was given a two-month-old Maltese puppy as a Christmas
gift by the same colleague, and we named her "Angel." It was
a miracle that Angel was born and weaned from her mother just in time
for us to take her home that day! We kept the news pretty much to ourselves.
However, on that very day, I happened to receive the lyrics to the song
"Send Me an Angel" by the rock band The Scorpions (see below)
from a fellow initiate in Tennessee. I read the beautiful verses and
was deeply touched by Master's loving concern for me. It was amazing
how this sister had sent me the song lyrics with no knowledge about
the new member of our family that bears the same name. I felt as if
Master had actually sent me a real angel from Heaven in the form of
a dog to help uplift my spirit!
My life has
changed greatly since the arrival of Angel, whose presence in our family
has lifted me out of the deep, dark winter of my soul by bringing much
peace, joy, happiness and especially love, not only to me but also to
my whole family and the fellow initiates who come to the Indiana Center
for group meditation. She has broken our preconceptions that "dogs
are a nuisance," "dogs are dirty" and "dogs have
to eat meat." Angel is a vegetarian and a very intelligent, adorable,
loving pet. She gives everyone unconditional love, and greets visitors
to our home with all her heart! She loves us even more than we love
her. Thank you, dear, beloved Master, for loving us so much through
our little Angel!!