We
have to concentrate on everything we do; otherwise, we might have an
uneasy conscience, which will bring forth a negative aura. And then,
even if Master doesn't blame us, other people will. We'll then be baffled
and wonder, "Why am I always scolded?" It's because our own
atmosphere is not good, and this makes other people uncomfortable. Our
aura is invisible, but spiritual practitioners can see it with their
wisdom eyes, and their wisdom can perceive it. So we cannot cheat anyone!
After being scolded, our first reaction is usually to be angry with
the person who has scolded us and to feel resentful toward him, or we
may feel unhappy with Master instead of examining our own behavior,
motivation, and heart.
When
we are reproached by anyone, we should examine ourselves at once. If
we know that our motive is very simple and pure, we should know it is
all right. At that time, we will feel at ease; if we find that we have
done something wrong, we should retrospect on ourselves. Don't blame
others all the time. When anyone rebukes us, if what he says is correct,
then he can be our teacher; if what he says is incorrect, we can just
consider it our karma (laughter). That's the simplest way to deal with
it. What else can we do? When we live with other people, we can hardly
avoid friction sometimes, due to our different characters, levels of
spiritual practice, or karma from past lives. Therefore, we cannot expect
everything to go smoothly every day.
This
world is very fair. You don't have to worry that your merits or sincerity
are overlooked because we know it ourselves! We are God; we have God
inside. Why should we worry that others don't know it? Didn't you say
you have a hundred percent faith in Master? Do have faith in yourself
as well! God is within us. It's also said that Master is omnipresent.
Then, why should you feel anxious that others do not know, and compete
for credit or show off? We have to be honest with ourselves all the
time, and be simple and pure in doing everything without being contaminated
by any purpose at all. As a result, we'll find that we're more and more
liked by people, and Master will also notice us.
It
is best if we do things with truly unconditional devotion, in order
to offer our services, and then we'll have everything. In the past,
when I stayed at others' ashrams, I wasn't attached to seeing the masters
all the time; nor did I demand that they glimpse me or anything else.
I just offered my services: cleaning the staircase, mopping the floor,
watering the plants, etc. I just did the work that no one wanted to
do, especially washing dishes, which was the least desirable job. After
people cooked meals and ate a lot, the bowls and chopsticks were left
there like a mountain. I washed them every day, and was very happy.
It ends up now that there're people who wash dishes, clean the staircase
and mop the floor for me.
So,
don't expect anything; just serve. God will arrange our fate. We shouldn't
expect too much. We practice spiritually in order to be liberated from
our desires for fame and fortune, and our competitive mentality. If
we can't be liberated now, when will we be able to? If we cannot see
Heaven while living, how can we see it after we leave this world? We
won't be able to get used to it! (Master and audience laugh.) Because
when we get used to something, it's hard to change, and our habits come
back to us, and then we struggle.
Whatever
we do, if we have a clear, calm conscience, that's correct. You don't
have to ask Master, nor should you do it for anyone. After we do it
for a long time and get used to it, it will naturally become second
nature to us, and we will sense and know what we should do. We will
do whatever work is left undone. By that time, we won't dislike any
work. What you're doing now is public service work, all of which I have
done before. It's no big deal. No work is menial. Before I had so many
disciples, I also mixed cement, built centers for disciples to live
in, built toilets for disciples to use, etc. There was nothing I couldn't
do. Just because there're so many of you now, and you have enough talents,
I just let you do the work! Even if I did it myself, you would feel
sad, right? (Audience: Yes.) There're many "heroes" among
you, who must be eager to protect and help me maintain my figure! (Laughter)
Of
course, there's no interest or pay for the work we do, but we have glory,
we have honor. It's an honor to serve people, to serve sentient beings,
and to serve our fellow practitioners. That's our highest award. Otherwise,
it's easy to obtain worldly fame and wealth; as long as we work hard,
we can get it. It is just that this work is a kind of glory. We do not
work for reward or to win Master's favor. It would be a kind of bribery
if we had that kind of motive. We should work because we are willing
to do it ourselves and we enjoy doing it; that's the highest prize.
There's no need to expect anything else. It's the same case with Master.
Not many people in the universe can do my job, but I can. That makes
me feel good! Even though I'm not very willing to do it, it's all right.
I just do it; why should I expect any blessing from it? (Applause)