By brother initiate
Frank Dong, San Francisco, U.S.A.
Spiritual
practitioners usually regard the ego as the greatest hindrance to spiritual
progress. So completely eliminating the ego is the greatest aspiration
of many. However, Master has said,
"Even
if we practice the Quan Yin Method, a little ego will still exist. Only
when we have transcended the Three Realms will our ego be diminished.
It will only be diminished, reduced to almost nothing, leaving behind
one percent, very close to nothing. However, this little bit of ego
has to be retained; otherwise we cannot exist in this world."
(Spoken by Supreme Master Ching Hai [originally in Chinese], Tainan,
Formosa, March 2, 1989) Thus, we can see that while we are in the world
of Maya, we can minimize our ego as much as possible through spiritual
cultivation, but 100 percent elimination is impossible.
After
having practiced the Quan Yin Method, I have come to realize that the
spiritual path is actually a process of moving from one "realization"
to another. As long as we persist in practicing diligently, our actions,
speech and thoughts will gradually become purified following the elevation
of our realization. As a result, we become increasingly sensitive to
the things around us, and often have the feeling that what we previously
considered to be correct, we now consider wrong. I have also discovered
that many lessons are designed so that we can learn how to renounce
the ego, and overcome hindrances, and this process is for our spiritual
progress. Some people might have more lessons to learn than others,
but these are actually made-to-measure arrangements by God, and depend
on our individual situations. Thus, we have no reason to complain, and
instead should be very grateful!
Many
mistakes originate from the ignorant ego, which binds us to all sorts
of habits and prejudices, making us think that whatever "I"
think, say, and do is correct. Whenever this "I" is present
in our thinking, God quietly disappears. At such times, we neglect everything
in the world as a whole, including other people's feelings. When we
lose touch with God's guidance and act merely with our minds and preconceived
ideas, how can we possess any noble ideals or do anything in accordance
with God's will?
So
if we continually keep God in mind instead of being attached to our
actions and speech, and the habits and prejudices of the "I,"
then even when we occasionally commit a minor mistake, we will be able
to realize it and repent immediately, and easily rectify the situation
due to God's mercy and blessing because we understand our error in the
proper light. Therefore, though it seems that we have been wrong, actually
we are no longer wrong as a result of severing our attachment to the
"I"!