On
Sunday, September 12, 2004, a sunny day full of God's grace, the Jakarta
Center held an initiation for Truth seekers, and I was asked to serve
as a Dharma guard for the event. I was already honored to be one of
Master's disciples, and felt doubly privileged to be a guard on this
auspicious occasion.
As the initiation process began,
I witnessed Master's power touch everyone present, a great phenomenon
that came about through God's supreme love. Many times, after practicing
for years, our fellow practitioners seem to forget such feelings and
experiences that they have during initiation and so take the great blessing
power of these events for granted. For this reason, I would like to
present my experience so that it might rekindle memories in initiates'
minds and offer hope to others.
The initiation began as usual,
except that a live basketball game accompanied by music was taking place
simultaneously at a sports field across from the Center. But the initiation
continued and the attendees did not seem to mind the noise, as they
were paying serious attention to the Quan Yin messenger's explanations
and instructions.
Not long after we began the initiation
meditation session, as I stood watching over the new initiates, a strong
light like the flash of many cameras suddenly surprised me. This powerful
energy moved very quickly from the front to the back of the room, and
as it passed the initiates, each of them turned into a pure white, radiant
being before my eyes. As I watched this amazing event, another larger
and stronger light, more like hundreds of camera flashes, quickly swept
over the room, and as it moved, I no longer saw any human forms at all,
but instead many bright lamps the size of human bodies.
After a few more moments, an even
larger and more powerful light emerged, this one like thousands of camera
flashes combined together. As this light swept across the room, a part
of me was also carried away, and I suddenly felt weightless. At this
point I no longer perceived any beings in front of me, and all the big
lamps had dissolved into one brilliant light. I also could no longer
hear any noise from the street, and moreover felt as though I had ceased
to exist. At that moment, everyone in the room merged into one light,
and all were held in the sway of a beautiful melody that seemed to come
from nowhere, and from some unknown instrument. This experience continued
until the Quan Yin messenger gave the instructions to finish the meditation
session.
When the initiation was over,
I felt completely blissful. The world seemed exceptionally beautiful,
and I loved everyone. Also, many wonderful things that I cannot describe
in human language suddenly occurred in my life.
And at this moment, while I am
writing all this down, I feel an overwhelming sense of love -- I love
You, Master. I love you, brothers and sisters. I love you, life.
Thank You, God and Master, for
giving me the opportunity to witness Your infinite glory and love.