Today, I am finally overwhelmed by my
strong emotions and feel that I must write to You. Yet, despite
the millions of words that I wish to express, I am at a loss
about where to begin.
I have been practicing the Convenient
Method for almost five months now, and although I am yet to
be initiated, I feel that You are always taking care of me.
Each time a dilemma arises in my life, I am able to miraculously
find the ideal solution.
Before practicing the Convenient Form
of meditation, I used to become easily aggravated. Also, I was
sometimes mean, narrow-minded and loved to argue with people.
I was aware of my faults, but just as You say, these habits
that had accumulated over many lifetimes emerged as soon as
situations arose and I simply could not control myself! Thus,
I always had problems in social relationships.
I am already in my thirties and if I
had not met You these shortcomings surely would have remained
with me till the end of my life. However, after contacting You,
I reached a turning point. First, through Your grace, I miraculously
found a job in the area of customer service where I interact
with all types of people and often have to endure unreasonable
rebukes. At such times, I clearly remember Your teachings and
try my best to treat people with love. In the beginning, I felt
uncomfortable in this job, but with the passing of time I have
become able to handle irrational reprimands with great forbearance.
I must say that my improvement is completely due to Your fantastic
arrangements, which have helped me to eliminate my ego and wrathful
behavior. When interacting with colleagues, I always keep Your
teachings in mind, and try my best to remain positive in every
situation. Strengthened by the blessing of the Master Power,
I feel I have progressed significantly in this respect.
However, it was not until my superior
gave me a ride to the train station yesterday, and said she
enjoyed working with me due to my positive attitude in any situation,
that I truly recognized my improved state. I was exhilarated
to hear these words of approval from another person, and thus
came to realize that I have changed completely in a few short
months! My superior also told me that I never criticize and
always accommodate and forgive others, show concern for my colleagues
and never defend myself for my own mistakes.
My dear, respected Master, I am deeply
grateful to You for helping a person approaching middle age
to achieve these advances. Thank You very much for so deeply
loving the awkward person that I am, and for utterly changing
my life!
You are my most beloved person and I
miss You greatly.