Mesmerized by Your Loving Songs     By sister initiate Helen Zeng, Michigan, U.S.A.

     Dear Master,

　 Thanks very much for Your singing last night! I totally enjoyed it! I listened to Your transcendental musical voice wholeheartedly. Master, Your singing was a very special gift to me! The love You expressed in Your songs reminded me of a beautiful dream I had right before initiation.

　 In that beautiful dream, I met a beautiful, most loving lady who was dressed beautifully, and talked to me very lovingly and sweetly! Master, I have always been yearning for love, unconditional love! And You showered me with the same all accepting and unconditional love again last night.

　When You came to see us, Master, You told us how happy You were and how proud You felt to see us. You thanked us many times for bringing the love of God to the people we met. But dearest Master, Your singing was very intimate to me. Through Your singing, You told me that You love me and I am very dear to You in Your heart!

　 Master, in my beautiful dream, I was walking alone along a deep blue sea, with beautiful flowers on the seashore. It was a beautiful sunny day with a high, blue sky.

　 I walked into a house that had no walls around it. It was a very nice and quiet place. I saw many transparent pieces of glass, like books, lying on top of each other. And to my surprise, on each layer of the glass, ants stood motionlessly! They were lined up in rows and columns very nicely. I thought, "How disgusting to have ugly ants in such a place!" Just as this thought bubbled up, another thought came to me from the beautiful lady. Her talk was very sweet like a bell. She told me in a loving voice that each ant resembled each drop of my tears through my countless reincarnations.

　 Master, Your singing is like the continuation of my dream. I don't understand Aulacese at all. But it seemed to me that in a gentle voice, Master, You told me how miserable You are to see me suffer life after life, lost from my heavenly home. Like a mother, You gently cared for each one of my wounds through Your loving songs. You told me how much You have missed me and how much You want me to go back home with You. You confirmed to me that I have only this lifetime to bear, and then we'll be together forever in heaven. You conveyed to me that You are with me inside my soul, protecting me and loving me. You asked me gently, no matter how hard it seems, to be strong and carry on.

Mother Master, Your loving singing melted my heart and I felt very happy! I started to accept myself and realize that my true Self is joy, beauty, and love, and nothing else! I realized that You love me unconditionally. Good or bad don't belong to me. Like a baby, Master, I was melted by Your love! Through Your singing, Master, You told me that the love from friends, my lover, my child, even from flowers, are the expression of Your love. You started to sing happy songs, telling me to be lighthearted and live a lighthearted life. Then You sang another song, telling me to be forgiving, and be a friend to everyone, for we are all one. While listening and enjoying Your songs, Mother Master, I was like a child devoted wholeheartedly to her dear loving Mother, and in Your eyes and heart, I was Your most beautiful and dearest love!

Master, from now on I want to live the same way I lived last night while You were singing to me. I'll live a life of my true Self - one of joy, love, purity and obedience. Mama Master, I want to live the rest of my life like last night, like Your baby, forever beautiful and pure, and forever adored in Your heart!