My Self-Cultivation | |||
on a Tea Farm
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By
sister initiate Yang Su-xiang,
Nantou, Formosa |
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When I was in
high school, my family set up a tea farm. I learned the business from my father,
helping out on the farm on holidays and acquiring some basic knowledge about
tea production. After I graduated from the university, I had the blessing to
be initiated by Master. I had long aspired to renounce the secular life and
follow Her, but She gently declined my request and shattered my romantic dream.
She said, "Create a spiritual village wherever we live... You have to be
the center of the light in the society where you live, where you work, where
you have your roots." No words could ever describe the frustration and
disappointment I felt at the time. However, carrying a "dead heart",
I looked life in the face and ventured into a new phase of learning: to become
self-reliant.
Around that time,
many people suggested that I take up "organic" farming. I discussed
the matter with my father and he allocated a corner of the tea plantation for
me to launch the experiment. Being young and daring, I feared nothing. Backed
by my faith in God, I stopped the use of pesticides and chemical fertilizers
on my tea farm. This raised many objections and disputes in my family, which
fortunately have now given way to harmony and affirmation.
The life of a
spiritual practitioner is fulfilling and interesting, but it is really no fun
when ordeals arise! On the eventful day of September 8, 1998, a severe test
devastated my faith and I complained to Master, "Master, I can no longer
feel Your presence. Please tell me where I can find You!" I threw myself
into a chair and meditated. About half an hour later, my younger brother rushed
in and said with excitement, "Sister! Sister! Come to the tea farm quickly!
Mom says that your Master has sent some egrets to help you clear out the pests!"
Just hearing the word "Master" reduced me to tears. Half sobbing,
I questioned him skeptically: "Don't try to fool me! How can there be egrets
in the mountains?" But when I reached the tea farm, I saw a huge flock
of egrets on every corner of the farm. I promptly got a camera to record this
incredible scene, which represented Master's divine love for me.
After the September
21 earthquake last year in Formosa, I had no time to take care of the plantation
because I was busy helping with the relief work. By the time I returned to the
farm after the relief work was completed, nearly all of my tea plants were withering
away from dehydration. The pest problem on some trees was almost out of control.
Father said, "I am afraid many more trees will die this time!" (Many
tea plants had died after I took over the farm!) He asked me whether I would
apply pesticides or abandon the crop. I assured him that I could manage. Actually,
I was burning inside and could only pray to Master for help. One day in a dream,
Master and the monastic disciples came to meditate with me on my farm. Before
the meditation, Master said to me, "No matter what happens later, don't
be afraid and don't move!" I nodded. Later, when we were meditating, many
snakes dashed out from among the tea plants and fled.
When I awoke
from my dream, I recalled what Master had once told us: "There are no beasts
on the more advanced planets because they cannot survive the superior vibrations
there." Obviously, the only solution to the pest problem was to elevate
the vibrations on the tea farm! Hence, in addition to using natural pesticides,
I also held "group meditation" with the tea plants. As a result, they
turned green again, and not a single tree died! My father regarded this as a
pure miracle, but to me, a Quan Yin practitioner, it was simply a case of using
the wisdom derived from spiritual practice in daily life. Perhaps this is the
greatest privilege and right that God has bestowed upon us. But we must not
be arrogant. Each time I proudly boast of "my success" in tea farming,
pests start sneaking into my farm. It is a warning to me: Without the grace
of God, "I" could never accomplish anything. I should exert my best
effort but must not assume the merit because all glory goes to God. By giving
me this blissful and peaceful "renunciate" life on a tea farm, Hes
has already bestowed the greatest blessings on me.