By
sister initiate Hsiao Jing-er, Taipei, Formosa
Whenever
I think about the need for carefulness and attentiveness that Master
emphasizes, I recall a sister initiate telling me a few years ago about
how, when they watched movies together, Master used to instruct the
male residents on lighting, photography, and music. Although I have
watched movies since I was a little child, I have never noticed so many
details about them. This is what makes a Master different than ordinary
people.
Master and I may both
be watching a movie, but however great my concentration may be, my attention
is limited to just the plot. But Master is different. She learns ten
times more than I do from the same thing. It's no wonder that She is
our Master! One's learning might be attributed to one's background;
the more one experiences, the more details one notices. However, Master's
carefulness and attention to detail are not of the ordinary kind. A
single glance lasting less than a second is enough for Her to pinpoint
problems and tell what improvements are necessary.
For a period of time,
I was lucky enough to work with Her closely. Each time a problem arose,
She would remark sadly, "This is the result of inattentiveness."
I realized how difficult each job was, for the way I tried to be attentive
was different than Master's. If I concentrate on walking carefully,
my attention is focused on that alone. As a result, I might bump into
other people or be knocked down by them, or, I might find myself blocking
the way of others, or not notice that someone needs help. But Master
can take perfect care of everything at the same time!
Hence, spiritual practice
is extremely important; otherwise we will feel inadequate, no matter
how much effort we put in. I sincerely hope that one day I can be as
perfect as Master is.