Master
has said that if we carry the Kingdom of God within us, every
place we go will become Heaven. The 2002 "Merry Christmas"
International Five-day Retreat, held from December 24 - 28 at
the Florida Center, was a blissful reminder of the Heaven that
is possible when we focus wholeheartedly on God and strive diligently
for spiritual progress.
Unlike
other retreats in the past, strict rules were imposed at the 2002
Christmas retreat, as Master lived up to the ancient martial arts
adage "expect the unexpected" and offered participants
a series of enlightening surprises. For example, on the first
day the initiates were informed that the retreat was silent -
there was to be no talking except to carry out work projects,
conduct necessary interactions with work teams and the like. Other
changes from the norm were the relatively few interactions among
Master and disciples (Master only spoke once or twice to the various
ethnic groups present in separate sessions). In addition, Master
instituted an age restriction for the retreat so as to control
distractions due to illness and discomfort among older and very
young practitioners; and no performance or Christmas party was
held. All of these innovations taught the participants valuable
lessons in spontaneity, in overcoming established modes of thinking,
and in completely putting down worldly matters to focus on God,
thus setting new patterns for future retreats.
The
blissful atmosphere of the event was typical of former holiday
retreats, but was more reserved in tone due to the increased emphasis
on silence and inward-directedness. The Florida Center's bright,
colorful decorations made the retreat look like a traditional
Christmas festival, with tiny white lights festooning the trees,
multi-colored tinsel sculptures arrayed on the lawns and trees,
and vibrant displays of Master's books, tapes, artwork and Celestial
Clothes and Jewelry arrayed in neat, colorful booths. Approximately
1,400 initiates traveled from Europe, Asia, Oceania, Africa, Central
and South America, and various parts of North America to participate.
On the first day of the retreat, Master came to
the afternoon and evening sessions and meditated with disciples,
but left as soon as each of the sessions was over. She did not
talk to the initiates on this day, and everyone could thus feel
that it was indeed a silent retreat meant to help us focus intensely
on the inner God Power.
The next day was Christmas, and Master allowed
the Aulacese initiates to see Her in the afternoon and explained
why She had not allowed children and older initiates to attend
the retreat, saying that children must play, so it was not appropriate
for them to attend the retreat. With the weather being unpleasant
and many hours of meditation being required, it was not suitable
for the older initiates either. Master then asked if we wanted
Her to become a nice teacher or a good teacher, adding that She
must be a good teacher and obey God's will to change the retreat
rules to become stricter because meditation is very important.
She reminded us of the purpose of our spiritual practice and the
goal of this retreat: to find our Real Self. So we need to meditate
seriously. Only those who were sincere and could sit for long
hours were allowed to come this time. We need to pull ourselves
up. If we cannot pull ourselves up first, how can we uplift our
loved ones? We must meditate diligently, be serious about our
practice and pay attention to ourselves alone, not so as to be
selfish, but to find our real Self and gain back our Divine Right.
Master also described how She helped the needy
and hungry in the streets. When She felt they were really in need,
She gave them food or money, and was very happy just to see how
they ate Her food or to witness the joy on their faces when they
received Her charity. This was sufficient reward in itself, and
even if She had to buy hamburgers for someone who was hungry,
She was willing to accept the karma.
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